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Opening to Hope
No conditions only unfailing love* – how can that be? Everyone expects. Everyone protects themselves. Yet, You demand nothing You love in spite of me. Can I trust that, when all the world exhibits something so different, so foreign from the love You are? What choice do I have? I’m tired of being disappointed. *Psalm…
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The Commune of Christ*
Such a blessingto come home – after the celebrations,the journeys and adventures,the memorials,and the grand events of living – to come home to the comfort of our known spaces andto the safety of our own places – there we have peaceandcan finally rest our headsin the familiarity of our own beds.It is also true that…
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All I Want For Christmas
Blessed be he, who perceives Your stretch – Your immense, longing, seeking, burning stretch across the entirety of universes he can never even imagine – in order to grasp his hand in Yours! Oh, the gift of that amalgamation, which is beyond his comprehension, but well within his reach, only because of Your immeasurable stretch.…
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Grace
I’ve already felt it and known it in quick flashes and slanting glances here and there and everywhere but oh, so fleeting… To receive it and be redeemed by it, I must open my hands – knowing that whatever they have clenched tightly for these many years of a lifetime – will fall away, unfinished…
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The Gift of Awareness
For so long I’ve wasted time running to false gods – all those obvious, at first, and also in the early days of lifted ignorance… But now, as I genuinely seek only the One Who Is Truth, false gods are more subtle – made of dreams and ideas – or maybe ideals – or masks…
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Dropping My Baal*
Relief and emptiness – an emptiness so massive and filled with so much nothingness! And I can do nothing to fill it, to color it in, to provide comfort within its walls. I only sit in it now – this nothingness not knowing anything what to do or say or how to be – there…
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The Cell of Unforgiveness
It is cold and dark and suffocating – all illusion of power and control has vanished into its shadows – it holds me stuck isolated and alone – for as long as I am unforgiving of only one I cannot truly love any one.
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The Gift of The Way
The brilliance of Your coming – a mystery beyond human understanding – its light too bright for the eye to see – and yet, You came in spite of our blindness and became a walking stick – so now, at the very least, we can get up off the ground and let You lead The…
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Prayer for Understanding
Help me, God, to have peace in Your will. Help me to know Your will by that peace. Amen.
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Lightness*
Lightness – like the fragile, transparent wings of a butterfly – enters into the place that once housed unworthiness and beams the depths of it clean, fresh, sparkling new. There is space now to receive love and grace and nourishing rains of faith – so much so that it can do nothing but give it…
