The incessant need to know – 
know all the answers,
know what they think 
of me,
know what I’ll be,
know all I cannot see – 
that incessant need
gnawing incessantly
at the corners of my mind,
is silenced
each time 
I gaze into the depths of His eyes – 
there 
where there is nothing to know 
other 
than
the
deep 
Mystery 
of His Spirit 
in mine.

*With thanks for the commentary of Jean-Yves Leloup on Logion 83 of The Gospel of Thomas: 
  
https://www.amazon.com/Gospel-Thomas-Gnostic-Wisdom-Jesus/dp/1594770468