Is it wrong of me 
to want to be 
in the arms of my Savior 
now – 
with Him 
on the other side 
away from this chaos 
this disorder 
this mess? 
This want is different
from the want it once was – 
a dark endless pit 
of misery 
and loneliness 
and hopelessness. 
It’s just a longing 
to feel His embrace 
to look upon His face 
to be in the same place 
away from this noise 
and worldly disgrace. 
Is that wrong of me?